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I FINALLY REVIVED OUR TAMAGOTCHI BABY TODAY BEE!

something that we bought to mark our anniversary yet i left it to die since O level. felt so bad. suddenly had the urge to buy battery today to revive my tamagotchi baby. maybe all i wanted to do was to fill up the emptiness in my heart.. since half of it belong to you. wells.. hope you are doing well at camp.. x)

my day was spent like how a recovering person should be. all i did was lie in bed, watch videos, in a way distracting and forcing myself not to think too much of all the nasty and unpleasant stuff.. till i decided to go for ballet lessons. got out of bed sloppily, wash up, change and got out of the house. the first glimpse of sunlight for the day.

ever since i stopped ballet for O level which was like 8 months, the passion for dance just gradually drained out. i know it shouldnt happen. the thought of quitting just keeps running through my mind yet i refuse to do so.. come to think of it.. it has been 11 years of sweat and hard work, am i going to give it all up just like that? many times i told myself i will go back for lessons, but still failed. excuses will find its way in and it would eventually mark my absence in class once and twice, again and again. even if i dragged myself to class after school, it just seem like a chore to me. its no longer a hobby or passion. miraculously today, i put in my effort and feelings to dance. and guess what?! i could feel the passion coming back to me. techniques rusting and bones cracking yet still hoping that the glimpse of passion will continue to run in me.. for it has been one of the greatest thing that has happened to me these few days.. =) =) =)

something small to share which made me thought about my love life... it's really sweet thou...

TO ALL GUYS:

1. When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
2. When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
   
3. When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions .. she is wondering how long you will be around by her side.
   
4. When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
   
5. When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.
   
6. When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
   
7. When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
   
8. When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.
   
9. When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that..

TO ALL GIRLS:

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person

Find a Guy...

1. who calls you beautiful instead of hot
   
2. who calls you back when you hang up on him.
   
3. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
   
4. who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
   
5. who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
   
6. and lastly, who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

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